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Worship Confessional – 04.26.09

I feel a bit out of it.  

As most of you know, we were in Florida all week for the Exponential Conference.  It was good to get away… why does it always feel like you need a vacation from your vacation.

Anyway… we were gone from Monday through late Saturday, so we headed into Sunday morning like dizzy spider-monkeys… but all of us were SUPER renewed in our focus and purpose… so I guess we were dizzy spider-monkeys with focus and purpose.

Here are some pictures of what it looks like BEFORE set up:

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And here it is DURING service:

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Not the greatest photos since it was with my iPhone, but you get the point.

Here was our Sunday Setlist:

  1. Glory – Reuben Morgan
  2. Desert Song – Brooke Fraser
  3. Meet With Me – Lamont Hiebert
  4. Befriended – Matt Redman
  5. Healer – Mike Gugliamucci
  6. Mighty To Save – Morgan & Fielding

Highlights:  well… obviously, Matt & I were coming off of a high from our week at Exponential so we were pretty “on” with the speaking and music.  Brian even said that it felt like one of our strongest weeks there.  That’s a plus.  But my favorite part of the morning was stepping back off the mic during “Mighty To Save” and hearing the church sing out to God.  That never gets old.

Also… we got set-up quickly.  Probably because it was just me and guitar this past week (I could schedule a practice since I was gone, so it was easier just to do the “one-woman-show” deal).  I didn’t feel rushed into our morning.

Lowlights:  My past sins were weighing heavily on my shoulders that morning.  It was a struggle to allow God to remind me that I am forgiven and loved.  Satan was REALLY trying to take me down by reminding me of how unworthy I am.

I can’t wait for the day I will no longer feel guilt for my past, but for now, I am SO grateful for the glimpse of grace in my life.  That’s where my worship to God comes from… desperation and desire for resolve in my life.

Where does your cry of worship come from?

Exponential Conference 2009 – Day 2

I took notes today but I’m not posting them up tonight because of a million factors (one factor being Craig Groeschel kicked my booty across the room… twice… so I need to just let that sink in first), but I DID Twitter a lot of it.  

However, today, I want to focus on the people portion of the conference.  I have gotten the privilege of meeting some really AWESOME people.  Most of them, I have been following via Twitter or blog for quite some time… so it’s more like reconnecting with an old friend.

I got to meet Dave Ferguson (@daveferguson).  First thing he did was come up and give me a hug.  Second thing, he says: “You Twitter a lot about food!”  HA!  He’s right, ya know.  I think that’s how he’s been introducing me to people too.  HAHA!

Also met Mary Beth Stockdale (@mbstockdale), who is just about as cute as a button.  Ever met a person who just has the “glow-of-Christ’s-love” on them?  Yeah… that’s her.  When she talks to you, she makes you feel like you’re the only person in the room.  I need to learn how to be more like her when it comes to people.

Jenni, Mary Beth Stockdale & Matt Payne

Then, there’s Eric Bramlett (@billshazzar) who is SO funny, he just about makes me pee my pants from laughing so hard.  Seriously… every time he opens his mouth, only KUH-RAZY comes out.  There is something NOT RIGHT about him…

Matt Payne, Eric Bramlett & Jenni

But the coolest couple we’ve had the privilege of meeting is by FAR are Justin and Trisha Davis (@justindavis33 & @trishadavis23).  It started with me standing in the main worship auditorium.  Justin and Trish walk by and Justin stops, looks at me for a minute and says something like:

“Hey… you’re Jenni Clayville?”

I think I started to sweat.  I was, like, um… ruh-roh… what did I do now?  But I replied, “Yes…”  Was I supposed to know him?  Cuz seriously… the babies took away ALL my memory brain cells… every last one.  Could have been a REALLY awkward moment!

Long story short, they went to high school with Matt Payne (@mlpayne) and are also good friends with Pete & Brandi Wilson (@pwilson & @brandiandboys) who are friends with Brent & Tammy Hodge (@inworship & @inprogress) who are my friends frienemies enemies people (whatev!).  

Nice full circle, right?

Justin & Trisha Davis, Paxton, Jenni & Brian Clayville

Their story of how God has restored their lives from a place of complete brokenness humbles me.  You can read their story HERE!

Brian and I seem to be surrounded by friends who are calling it quits in their marriage.  The sin that has crept up in their lives or the brokenness that seems to be irreparable looks too difficult to conquer.  Forgiveness and redemption appears impossible.  Then, we meet Justin and Trisha… a couple who made is making it.   A couple continuing to CHOOSE to make it every day after pain and brokenness beyond any describable words.

I think that may be my next tattoo:  CHOOSE LOVE.

When was the last time you CHOSE love?

Renee = Cool

My sister, Renee, dances with Urban Poets (the dance ministry at Mosaic, the church Erwin McManus Pastors in L.A.).  She’s been doing this for a few years now.  Other than the occasional YouTube video she’ll send my way, I’ve never had the chance to see her dance with them for the obvious reason that I am a Worship Pastor.  Sundays are pretty much reserved :)

TODAY, however, I got to see her open at the Exponential Conference.

She was AWESOME!!!  Here are some pictures (they’re not that great of quality since they’re from my iPhone, but you’ll get the idea):

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She’s the one in the green above.  It’s her shirt that says “I’m Rad” on it.  HAHAHA!!!

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And there she is in the middle with her hair flying everywhere.

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And again… in the middle.

I thought my family would enjoy seeing pictures of Nae on the main stage.  She and the team did a great job!  I was UBER proud :)

The coolest thing was that we got to be here in Florida TOGETHER.  She was here to serve and I’m here as a church planter.  What’s particularly awesome is to see our lives get woven together like this and to see how FAR God has brought us from our messed up childhood.  God is good!!! :)

What cool things do YOUR siblings do?

Exponential Conference 2009 – Day 1

Today was our first day at the Exponential Conference.  It wasn’t even a full day today and I ALREADY feel refreshed and refueled.  It’s been a long time since I’ve felt this way and it couldn’t come at a better time.

Already warning you… this will be a longer post since I’m just decompressing and inserting some of the notes from today.  This is probably not a post for all of you, but I know some of you would love to read the my notes.  To make it easier, I’ll just bullet point everything.  If you have any questions, just post them down in the comments and I’ll try my best to go into more detail.

Anyway… here goes, starting with the main session with Erwin McManus.

  • We end up using all our sincerest energies creating a space for Christians… not the unconnected.
  • We only like people that are just like us.  We magnetize towards people like us, so our church ends up looking like… me.  What we need to do is draw towards people UNLIKE ourselves.
  • We need to LOVE.  Love covers a multitude of irrelevance.
  • We need to be a city of others.  We need to do this first space well.  The God-fearing greeks need to outnumber the Jews.
  • It’s not that people aren’t searching – it’s just that they don’t know who to have a conversation with, who they can trust.
  • Jesus died to call us to live our most heroic life for eternity.
  • The Marketplace needs a gospel that makes sense.  Not a watered down gospel.
  • The moment you create a space for Dionysus, you will lose your space in the “first space”.  Jesus is looking for people who will have the guts to forsake the Martha, Mary’s and Luke and live with such intense courage for a world like Dionysus.
  • The difference we make is not for the Christians, but for the lost.

Breakout Session #1 – Dave Ferguson

  • New churches:
    • Grow 23 times faster than existing churches
    • 3-4 times the number of conversions as do older churches
  • Like geese, people can fly 75% longer if they fly in a flock.
  • Apostolic Leadership:
    • Ephesians 4:11-12
    • Apostolic leaders see the future more clearly than others
    • Apostolic leaders empower others to create new communities of faith
    • Apostolic leaders embed ideology (theology / philosophy)
    • Apostolic leaders guard ideology (theology / philosophy)
    • Apostolic leaders creates a tension between the new & established environment, edge & center, going & staying, lost & found… always values the new, edge, going & lost.
    • Apostolic leaders usually sends their best people out to start new things.
  • Shared Dream
    • Acts 1:8
    • Dream: a catalyst for a movement of reproducing churches.
    • Values: reproducing, relationships, residencies, resources
  • Gospel of Jesus
    • This must be the core of every movement.
  • Genuine Community
    • TRUST.
    • Four Credibilities:  Integrity, Intent, Capabilities, Results
  • Rapid Reproduction
    • Reproducing Leaders who starts a Reproducing Church that begins a Reproducing Network.

Breakout Session #3 – Gary Lamb and Scott Hodge

Gary Lamb:

  • It’s much easier to compromise about your vision than it is to be mean about it.
  • It is NOT easy to be mean… but you gotta be confident on what God has called you to do.  Don’t compromise on that.
  • If you can’t be mean about your calling… then you weren’t called.
  • We have glorified church planting… it’s not for everyone.
  • There’s a Judas at every table and he’s close enough to kiss you.
  • There’s a difference between being mean and being mean about the vision.

Scott Hodge

  • We’re not a church trying to reach the needs of a Christian culture… we’re reaching the unchurched people.
  • If you try to meet the needs of EVERYONE, you will be a confused church.
  • When people come to you and want to add or change the vision, ask this of yourself: “Have I not been clear?”
  • There is a disconnect between how people view Christ and the people who are representing Him.
  • Replanting a church – Know you’ll lose people, but don’t take it personally.
  • Let’s be gracious when people leave your church.  You may not be the right church for them.
  • It’s impossible to have a change in the church if you don’t have the change within you.
  • 3 questions you need to ask:
    • Who has God called us to reach?
    • What is it going to take?
    • Are we willing to pay the price?

So… those are my notes.  Hope they make some sense to you… but you know how notes go – they’re mostly what resonated with me :)

Some really great things happened today, like watching my sister, Renee, dance with Urban Poets as an opener for the main session for Erwin McManus.  Then, getting to go to dinner with Justin and Trisha Davis.  But those are just as great of events so I’ll post separate posts about those :)

Floating Thought

It’s that time again… you know… when I can’t seem to gather all my thoughts into one comprehensive post, so I’ll just bullet point and type ALMOST exactly what my mind gathers!

  • I just received free albums from Kari Jobe & Joel Ruge (promo items for churches).  The bum deal is I just BOUGHT Kari Jobe’s album.  Glad I supported her.  Sad I spent money where I didn’t need to.
  • I love that my cutie patootie hubby, Brian, is blogging and twittering a lot more than before.  I like sharing this world with him.
  • Chance has a ridiculously large vocabulary for being 3, but he still says a few things incorrectly and I think it’s WAY to cute to correct him just yet.  Here are just 4 of his words (I’ll write a whole post about it someday): 
  1. “cric-crocs” = flip flops
  2. “peeks” = keeps
  3. “perfeck” = perfect
  4. “liveberry” = library
  • Paxton is getting some seriously chubby thighs and I just LOVE that.  He also rarely cries, and you can always stop his crying just by singing to him.  When he smiles, my whole world melts for him.
  • At this time last year, I would have NEVER thought I’d life, for me, would look the way it does today.
  • How is it possible to just stop loving someone you said you would always love?
  • Life as a stay-at-home Mom can get really lonely if I’m not careful.
  • Good:  The weather is crazy beautiful right now in Portland.  Bad:  That means allergies are going to attack me soon.  Boooo!!!
  • We got rid of cable a month ago… I don’t think I’ve even missed it.
  • Looking at a possible new home.  I’ll update soon… if there’s anything to update.  
  • I’m so sick of moving!!!
  • We are going on our annual beach trip with our closest friends in two weeks.  I can’t wait ‘cuz I miss having THOSE friends around.
  • In THREE weeks, Matt, Brian and I (with Paxton in tow) will be in Florida for a week for the Exponential Conference.  This is exciting because I haven’t been to a conference in a few years AND this will be the first NON-worship or Youth Ministry conference I’ve attended.  This will be for church planters.  I *heart* learning.
  • I love lemons.
  • I had a dream that I was in a home that was disorganized and full of cats.  I woke up sweaty and so tense, it took me 10 full minutes till I could move again.
  • The memory foam pad we got for our old bed helps us A LOT… but I still think we need a new bed.
  • It’s time for Chance to move out of his toddler bed and it’s time for us to find a big boy bed for him.  Anyone getting rid of a twin bed?  Bunk beds maybe?
  • I still have a box of thin mints in my freezer :)

Quick!!!  

Tell me the first three things in your head RIGHT NOW!

Worship Confessional – 04.05.09

PALM SUNDAY… woot woot!

I don’t know why I started it that way… I just did :)

So, I decided to do a VIDEO worship confessional this week since I haven’t done one in SO long.  Lucky you… or not.

Here goes (if you’re reading this in a RSS, you’ll have to actually go to MY SITE to see it):

The Sunday Setlist:

  1. Evermore – Joel Houston
  2. Desert Song – Brooke Fraser
  3. Lead Me To The Cross -Brooke Fraser
  4. To The Ends of the Earth – Joel Houston/Marty Sampson
  5. Healer – Mike Gugliomucci Guglielmucci (thx David)

How was YOUR Sunday?

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